Sometimes, there's a moment when you need someone to hold you tight and hug you to make you feel better when you feel so sad and wanna cry. Why? Hug someone is the best medicine for you. I dont have boyfriend, so that's why i really like to hug my mom. Hold her hand is makes me feel 'i have someone who can make me believe that isn't hard to become a part of this life.

Have you greatful of what you have now?
Yes, i am.
But sometimes is not enough to make you feel better. I still wanna cry.

Why i am feeling so lonely?
I dunno. No answer to your question.

Are you gonna be a monster?
Yeah, when i am feeling so angry to something that i never know what make me feel so angry.

So, i wanna scream. But i cant.
Need someone to make me feel better now, or....... or i am gonna be a monster.

Sincerely,
A girl who become a monster